Me, me, and a new me.

Stepped into uni life for almost 10 months, tried my best to live out my life. Everything i want to try, want to experience, want to join.
Somehow, i am just human sometimes.
There are always a lost about sense of belongings,
feel like i dont belong there.
a circle of acquaintance, a circle of friends.
I dont feel like want to initiate myself,
i dont live to impress,

A society among inner circles only paving paths to hide.
What are you afraid of?
”这里， 谁会讲英文?“- Here, who could speak English?
I am dumbfound, am i overheard.
Mother-tongue language society is just a place for same race people to hide away from the world.
Insisting to mix around a small world
just like a frog gazing up the sky. 

#Choices

You standing at the crossroad,

looking down the possibilities far beyond

But,

you are stranded in dilemma of thoughts.

Never would you listen to your compass,

letting the future slipped away,

you are going nowhere.

You turn rounds and rounds,

finally,

You enlightened,

Make use of the old but useful compass.

#Awake

Hit me hardly, 

Tell me this is not a dream. 

Tell me,

that, 

"You know",

Expect nothing,

But "Yes! "

I made it!! 

And I tend to stay longer, 

To enjoy the magnificent view. 

#Result

You reap what you sow.
And when you saw that you near-missed the target,
You close your eyes,
Fake a smile.
And afraid with everything around you.
Everything.

And you hear the cheers,
But you forget to greet the audience.
You went up the stage,
But you felt so intimidated by the excellent one.
You felt sad as the target just a stone throw's away.
But you ran out of petrol.

The result is,
You regret.

#Leap

Leap!

Hurry up.

Please, I beg you.

Don't hesitate and worry.

I will be with you.

Really? , you asked in soft voice.

I said nothing but turned away quickly.

You slowly closed your eyes and started counting,

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9.

You wiped your tears and hold my cold remains tightly, 

And I am sorry that I did not keep my promise.

See you again in next four years and I will change.

Mark my promise on my tombstone and leave my favourite candy here!

#Leap

#Jump

#Special

Meet you again!

Next year, this time.

I told him.

Keep in touch, maybe?

He asked me.

Okay!  #sure.

I walked home,

Flipped through calendar,

And there was him,

Slowly...slowly.

Slipped away from my contact list.

And

My life.

#Seeyou4yearslater.

#Maths

If you found my Maths is excellent.

I am so sorry,

Unfortunately,  life proves you wrong.

I overcooked the rice with excess water,

I pour it all into the drain and,

Faces of poor flashed and

Blink!

#Oops, they'd dissappeared!

And I washed away the stinks

, memories.

If which no one knows

But me and God.