Dear Death.

I have been longing to have an open conversation with _.

Days of waiting for the unknown had never end ,

I put the tired body and soul to the limit,

And I got no reply.

Pretending to suit the world that compliment with question marks.

I had no where to hide.

Can I put aside that (issue),

When I don't make believing my belief.

All will not appear.

I wish.

Well

Well, I knew sometimes I can't satisfy everyone's need.
Even when I was out of the world,
I went through too much,
Expected to bear too much.
Knowing too much, sometimes makes myself a failure.

Tried the best to be good to others, expecting some good deeds returned,
But it didn't.
And there you found that friendship is a never reaching destination.

Putting too much weightage at one side,
I stumbled,
Unbalanced.

#Decision

When I was given a chance to make a turning point for others,
I accept it as a challenge,
Even when the results is only depends on others' fingertips,
I tried my best to persuade him.

When money is concerned,
his was bothered.
Likewise,
I did my job too.

When resources flow like a stream through his heart,
he can only struggle to make the best out of them.
Money spent, world end-ed.
Ooh, how I asked him to compare the priorities.

He pull back the wallet into the pocket,
and firmly stated that buying used Pokemon stamps are not very utilizing the money,
No doubt,
I smiled and looked away.

My thoughts never did so.
He explained why and stopped and never again he speaks.

#Uncertainty

You will see that results again.
When you are a adult.

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生命在于完整 勇敢去爱吧。
Life depends solely on perfections, be bold enough to love.

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#I_knew

She is my life companion.
But,
She was no longer the same one I ever knew,
The one who dares to dream to overcome any impossibilities.

Yup, I witnessed her tremendous changes that stunned me.
She don't show any sign of human anymore...

She became a walking-dead, suckling blood and time from herself,
And I don't know how long can she survive.

She always live a mystery yet intriguing life like Jay Gatsby in one of her favorite book, The Great Gatsby.
She would kept herself away from the crowd and immersed herself in virtual world somewhere in the concrete jungle.
And chat with strangers all around the world.

Smiley face always appeared in her message, advising other to live a happy life but she failed it.. She will seldom receive the treats she gave, maybe it is time for she to realise that there are peoples like her.

Sometimes, she shocked herself when she looked in to the mirror as she saw a fresh new image that symbolized no hope.